1、我想是因为我太主动，才让你觉得我的付出是如此廉价，可你不知道，之所以对你主动，是因为你在我这里是例外和偏爱
I think it"s because I"m too active to let you think that my pay is so cheap, but you don"t know, the reason why I take the initiative is because you are the exception and preference here
2、经历这东西，让我学会了沉默，习惯了孤独，难过的时候，也只想一个人躲起来，静静的等待自愈
Experience this thing, let me learn silence, used to loneliness, sad, also want to hide alone, quietly waiting for self-healing
3、以为可以活得自在洒脱，未曾想却过得如此潦草，好不容易长大，却弄得遍体鳞伤
I thought I could live free and easy, but I didn"t want to live like this. I didn"t grow up easily, but I was black and blue
4、我什么苦都能吃，什么痛都能撑，唯独吃不了你给的委屈，咽不下你给的痛
I can eat any pain, but I can"t eat the grievance you give and can"t swallow the pain you give
5、喝醉，从来都不是酒的罪过，而是爱你念你的度数太高
Drunk, is never the crime of drinking, but love you, read your degree too high
6、若在乎，总会想办法；若不在乎，总会找借口，其实你一直都明白，真正在乎你的人，不可能总说自己很忙
If you care, you will find a way; if you don"t care, you will always find an excuse. In fact, you always know that the people who really care about you can"t always say that they are busy
7、明知会受伤，偏偏不甘心，偏偏用自己的深情，一而再再而三的去试探他人的薄情，到最后连全身而退的力气都消磨殆尽
Knowing that he would get hurt, he was not reconciled to it. He tried to test other people"s unfaithfulness with his own deep feelings. Finally, his strength to retreat was exhausted
8、你在我心里的位置，连我自己都嫉妒，无可代替，无人能及，而你却毫不留情地将我伤个彻底
Your position in my heart, even I myself are jealous, irreplaceable, no one can match, but you mercilessly hurt me completely
9、好多话忍着憋着，最后就不想说了；好多委屈藏着掖着，最后就爆发了；好多失望攒着攒着，就绝望了，想通了，不在意了，离开了……
A lot of words hold back, and finally don"t want to say; a lot of grievances are hidden, and finally burst out; a lot of disappointments are saved, they are desperate, think through, don"t care, leave
10、我也终于成了那个，别人说什么我都以为是谎言，不再积极，不再阳光的人，血越来越冷，心越来越硬
I also finally became that, what others said I thought it was a lie, no longer positive, no longer sunshine, blood more and more cold, heart more and more hard
11、以后做不到的承诺，就不要说出来感动我了
If you can"t make a promise in the future, don"t say it and move me
12、其实一开始就知道和你没有结局，我还是心甘情愿的陪你走了一段没有结局的路，虽然不长，但足够我用一生去怀念了
In fact, I knew at the beginning that there was no ending with you. I was still willing to accompany you on a road without ending. Although it was not long, it was enough for me to miss with my whole life
