最难过的不是半夜躲起来在被子里哭,而是梦里梦见两个人和好了,醒来的时候那种失落感。
The saddest thing is not to cry in the quilt in the middle of the night, but to dream that two people have made up and wake up feeling of loss.
其实很多瞬间,你应该也是喜欢过我的吧,只不过这些瞬间稍纵即逝,我当真了,你却没坚持。
In fact, many moments, you should also like me, but these moments are fleeting, and I am serious, but you did not insist.
觉得自己就像个精神分裂者,有时像个怪人,有时像个神经病,一边要压制着自己悲观的情绪和想法,一边让自己看起来开朗活泼、人见人爱。
I feel like a schizophrenic, sometimes a weirdo, sometimes a psychopath. At the same time, I want to suppress my pessimism and thoughts, and at the same time, I want to make myself look cheerful, lively and popular.
当你知道了许多真实和虚假的东西,就没有那么多酸情了,只会越来越沉默,越来越不想说。
When you know a lot of real and false things, there is not so much sourness. Then it will become more and more silent, more and more do not want to say.
你越是费尽心思地去取悦一个人,那个人就越有可能让你痛彻心扉。期待,是所有心痛的根源,心不动则不痛。
The more you try to please someone, the more likely that person is to hurt you. Expectation is the root of all heartache. If the heart doesn"t move, it doesn"t hurt.
你只看见了我现在变得神采奕奕,自信满满,可是你不知道多少个夜里,我哭着数着时针一秒秒走的日子,还好,总算是走出来了。
You can only see that I am now full of energy and self-confidence, but you don"t know how many nights, I cry and count the days when I walk for a second. Fortunately, I finally come out.
你放心好了,就算我们不可能,我也不会随便找个人凑合,我只是把放在你那里的感情收回了。如果再爱,还是你。
Don"t worry. Even if we can"t, I won"t find someone to make do with it. I just take back the feelings I put in your place. If you love again, it"s still you.
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