1、你拼命忍住泪水的样子是那样掘强，又是那样让人感伤
The way you try to hold back your tears is so strong and so sad
2、曾经以为心甘情愿需要勇气，现在觉得愿赌服输更需要骨气
I used to think that being willing needs courage, but now I think it needs more backbone to admit defeat
3、我以为我的奋不顾身会换来你为我遮风挡雨，可后来所有的大风大浪都是你给的
I thought that my desperate will be in exchange for you to protect me from the wind and rain, but later all the big waves are you to
4、卸了坚强、卸了伪装，我在半夜撕心裂肺，哭到喉咙沙哑
Out of the strong, out of the camouflage, I tear heart and lung in the middle of the night, cry to hoarse throat
5、看我人前活得多认真，笑的多放肆，人后又痛得多彻底
Look at how seriously I live in front of people, laugh more wantonly, and how thoroughly painful I am after
6、从未忍心伤害过任何一个人，好像也从未被生活善待过半分，该有的失望都给了
I have never had the heart to hurt anyone. It seems that I have never been treated well by life. I have been disappointed
7、你且看我独自扛下伤痛的样子有多完美，只有自己知道这背后有多狼狈
You see how perfect I am when I carry the pain alone. Only I know how embarrassed I am behind it
8、用尽全力努力，用尽全力珍惜，你却伤我伤的不留余地
Try your best, cherish with all your strength, but you hurt me
9、我以为撑过去就会好了，却为什么一直撑不过去呢
I thought it would be better to hold on to the past, but why can"t I make it?
10、如果可以，我想离开这个世界一段时间，让心休息一下再回来
If I can, I want to leave the world for a while and let my heart rest and come back
11、失望攒够了，绝望也有了，可以放开手了，可以放自己走了
Enough disappointment, despair, you can let go, you can let go
12、谈什么曾经、现在、未来，满是失望，眼泪和伤害
Talk about the past, present and future, full of disappointment, tears and hurt
13、那个人确实教会了我成长，只是这成长布满了刺，扎得我遍体鳞伤
That person really taught me to grow up, but this growth was full of thorns, which made me black and blue
14、曾经的我以为，我以为你会给我温柔，给我呵护；现在的我再也不想，再也不想爱你，再也不想记得你
Once I thought, I thought you would give me gentle, give me care; now I don"t want to, no longer want to love you, no longer want to remember you
15、嗯，以前打扰了，以后绝不会了
Well, I"ve been bothering you before. I"ll never do it again
