我逃了很久，拒绝了很多人，直到你告诉我你是认真的，我开始动摇，相信所谓的苦尽甘来，后来发现你也是骗我的。
I evaded for a long time, refused many people, until you told me that you are serious, I began to waver, believe that the good days came, and later found that you also lied to me.
我没有闹脾气的意思，我只是不知道怎么用不尖锐的方式，去表达我的不开心。
I don"t mean to lose my temper. I just don"t know how to express my unhappiness in a non sharp way.
这辈子最讨厌的就是等，等公交车，等红绿灯，等电影开场，等广告结束，等你回我信息，可是其他的都等到了，唯独没有等到你。
What I hate most in my life is waiting for the bus, the traffic light, the movie opening, the end of the advertisement, and your reply to my message, but everything else has arrived, except you.
开朗是装的，懂事是装的，自信是装的，只有我知道，卑微是真的，孤独是真的，不开心也是真的。
Cheerful is to pretend, sensible is to pretend, self-confidence is to pretend, only I know, humble is true, loneliness is true, unhappy is true.
其实啊，我想要你明目张胆的偏爱，而不是反复无常的脾气，和一如既往的不改，还有忽冷忽热的态度。
In fact, what I want is your blatant preference, not your capricious temper, as always, and a hot and cold attitude.
本以为我会是一个合格的女朋友，可我占有欲很强，我离不开他，我想他陪我、照顾我、哄我。后来啊，他累了，把我丢下了。
I thought I would be a qualified girlfriend, but I have a strong possessive desire, I can not leave him, I want him to accompany me, take care of me, coax me. Later, he was tired and left me behind.
等下次见到我的时候，我会成熟稳重，温柔极致，你想要的样子我都有，只是眼里再无你。
When you see me next time, I will be mature, steady and gentle. I have everything you want, but I don"t have you in my eyes.
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